no more running

Yes! second blog today. When i get it all out i feel so great since somethings i just can't tell anyone. Latley, my feelings have been up and down. We text about the most awesome things and my feelings for her just grow, then we have to go to school and i see her with her boyfriend, and everytime it makes me think of how i just messed up. A part of me just wants to run and escape this feelings. But i promised i'm done running. I'm gonna stick threw this no matter how hard i fall. If i can just prove to myself to sit this out for seven years[[hopefully sooner]] then maybe maybe, i could make things perfect again.